I'm sleeping at 2am everynight...

I’m sleeping at 2:30 am every day…

Yes, you read it right: these days, I’m sleeping late at night till 2:30 am, 3:00 am, etc…

I’m working more than 14 hours every day without taking a leave.

I always ask myself these questions: Why am I working this hard with a lot of risks when most people do a safe job with a lot of security?

The only thing that comes to my mind is I don’t want to work till my 40s; I want to retire as early as possible and enjoy life the way that I want to live. I have always believed that life is full of experiences.

This is the dream of most people, where they want to have a great family with beautiful kids and enjoy life that they want to live without any problems ( you will get problems in your life, I’m talking major problems like finances and health )

The only thing why I’m working on myself with a lot of risk rather than doing a safe job ( I got one, actually ), I always remember this quote when I get this feeling to work for someone else ( Job )

If you work hard at your job, you can make a living. If You Work Hard on Yourself, You Can Make a Fortune — Jim Rohn

I’m a student of Jim Rohn, and his books and talks had a huge impact on me.

I know it's a lot of hard work, and I am responsible for being a part of the projects, and it totally depends on me. If I don’t do it, then no one will do that for me.

Now, I’m getting a feeling that it is okay to work this much because my energy is drowning out, and I can’t stay active for a long time. To be honest, I also lost weight.

But I never felt that I was working; I really enjoy doing this when talking with new people and having catchup sessions, but not every time when I was low.

I really feel that I need a person with whom I can share all my feelings, but sadly, the answer is NO.

So, I thought that by sharing my feelings in writing, I would get relief, and it is scientifically proven that if you share your feelings, you will reduce a lot of stress and be in a good mood tbh… when I was writing this, I had a feeling that I’m talking to a person.

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Tarak Ram